https://youtu.be/2soOwj3TGBw

Who knows? It’s pretty clear that anyone supporting this regime is disconnected from reality.

Definitely sounds like bipolar or something close. See a psychologist ASAP; faster cycles can be a warning sign. You’re not insane, you just have an unreliable narrator!

A few things I’ve learned from being married to a lady with bipolar for 16 years:

• it’s not your fault, but it is your responsibility
• not being able to trust your brain sucks, but knowing it can be a liar helps
• you can be happy and productive and have a normal life
• take your pills, especially if you don’t feel like it
• self-medicating has trade-offs - try to stick with TV or other distractions instead of things that can have consequences like drugs or sex

Good luck on your journey!

If she went to someone’s home for surgery, she was already brain dead.

(Apologies for making light of this tragedy, but dark humor is required to make this world bearable)