If this has been going on since your teens, it sounds like bipolar disorder. With the help of psychiatric prescriber, trying a course of lithium can be diagnostic; differentiating Bipolar and ADHD. Get a second opinion. Mixed, rapid cycle and atypical symptoms are hard for clinicians without lots of practical experience to discern from comorid conditions or differential diagnosis like ADAD.

Bipolar disorder can profoundly be affected by menstrual cycle, and/or hormonal birth control.

Air travel where I’m treated better than a livestock transport.

0. Probably a typical response for anyone not in gen Z.

It absolutely isn’t secure, the government refuses to give up on it so it continues to be in play.