It’s okay to doubt; doubt is natural for those who question and those who reflect, you are way ahead simply for reflecting, and choosing to live your life by being honest to the principles you feel are important.

Anything you own ends up owning you or something like that.

Btw, why do you care what others think? Aren’t you free? Didn’t you do this for yourself and not to impress anyone? You should be secure in your rationale for living your lifestyle.